Love… It’s not an easy term.
One can’t just live off of it as an emotion.
Emotions are immediate gratification, empty in the longterm.
Love… It’s sometimes hard to digest.
The lengths and endless possible things we would do.
How extensive we freely give to the ones we love,
Without knowing that it’s the small moments that we give,
From the little time that we have in a busy modern world,
That is love - making time from no time,
But sometimes, the people we love and give to…
May never appreciate how much we have given for those little seconds,
That seem to never be enough.
Maybe I am unlovable.
Maybe it will never be the right time.
There’s never enough time.
It’s an empty river of time.
a hurricane came and swept my feelings away
picked up the phone to talk to you for just 10
i’m just a cushion…
she says, “goodbye love, i got to be on the phone with another friend”
a year went by and we aren’t honest about how many men
tested, rejected, positive, negative, love, blood, tears
she’s a handful, but i love her, but i don’t want to be her man
it’s been years and i got someone i’m pretty excited about
are you worried about me love? are you?
i wish another hurricane would come so i don’t have to think about it
the girl i used to care about is married now
there was no wedding, if there was, i wasn’t invited
she once promised me cake, just not love
it’s really the same stories…
these hurricanes will always come…
sucks to be the man who wears his heart on his sleeve
sucks to be the man who can’t love back those who love him
i’m sorry i’m just too into saving broken girls who can’t be saved
i’m sorry i’m just too into girls who can’t show emotions at all
i’m sorry i’m at your doorstep every night
i’m not lying but i’m just using
i need someone tonight
ALL ABOUT YOU
i’m sugar and you’re water
i dissolve when i’m around you
my heart feels like a million caterpillars trapped in cocoons,
waiting to explode into butterflies, waiting to tear my brain up
i’m so high thinking about you
i’m so low thinking about you
what am i to do, love?
you got me all anxious inside
how do i escape you, love?
close my eyes to dream about you,
wake up to see your name on my screen,
pick up to see your image on my phone,
i’m all about you
writing now, trying to realize i can get over this
but i’m still all about you…
For every door that closes on you and for every heartbreak that tears you down, there will always be hope for something new.
There’s no need to take a sad photo when your life is filled with depressing events. Anyway, I like to see life through scratched lens as a glass always half full.
what i would give to be 20 again and be at that moment where you broke my heart. what i would give to be back and possess the bravery to not be mr. nice guy. i remember my world shattering painfully piece by piece, blinded for years misthinking that the woman i loved really was able to see me.
If I could express to you how beautiful you are to me, a million letters will not be enough nor the billion of words that would make up those letters. So, instead, my love, please give me a lifetime to show you through acts - big and small - love, kindness, adoration, and the appreciation of everything - perfections and flaws - that is so beautiful and brilliant about you.
My dearest lady, please accept this as my apology for delaying my commitment to you these past 3 years. And give me more than just the benefit of the doubt, but the trust from your heart, that I will make up each and every day that I missed from when the sun rises until it rises again.
- DB, Letters to Ann, 2009
Rest in peace my love. For now, wherever you are, keep on smiling for me.